I don't know what is rougher, having a mom who passed away, or a mother who treats her daughter as if she were invisible. In some ways, I think it's better she's still alive, even tho' I'm like dead to her, but on other days I think it would be easier for my son if she was gone, so I won't have to make excuses for her. This is our first Christmas w/o her, and it's not fun, but I have found that I have a family in my church, who accepts me for me, not because they have to, and that makes things much better most days. I still miss her though.
I'm thinking I'm going to bypass this part of the forum right now-I can't handle it well with the holidays.
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Peggi
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