Amy, I am so sorry you're so depressed. losing loved ones is hard on us all. We are hear for you and praying. In Dec. 2005 I lost my Great Uncle to Cancer, then April 2005 my Aunt ( my dad's sister) to Breast cancer, in June 2006 my Uncle ( my dad's brother) from Cancer, October 2006 my brother in law passed away from many health problems, then Nov. 2006 a very good friend died unexpectantly. It is so hard when anyone you love passes away, but when 1 or 2 or more pass away so close together it is VERY hard. What helps me is knowing that they are in Heaven and no longer in any pain. also, talk to your Pastor@ church, that helped me. Writing in a journal helps too. I write my feelings down, get it out, never keep it inside. You have many wonderful things to look forward too, the birth of your daughter especially. Know that Your Mom will always be with you. She and your Angel love you. Try to relax if possible and talk to your family about how you feel and we are all here for you. Hugs, Kelly
-------------------- Merry Christmas
Hugs,
Kelly
~ Proud Mom to Emily age 10 and happily married to Tim for 11 yrs and counting!!!~
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